I’m going to be really honest and just say flat out that the past couple of weeks have been really fucking frustrating.

I’ve been working on transferring out of community college and into art school in order to get my degree completed, but it’s been this enormous hassle that have made me very anxious and angry and annoyed and just a hundred other fucking things that none of you need to be bothered with.

Having said that, what has always usually made me feel better is just diving into my work and forgetting everything around me, because I might be a lot of things, but I am nothing but dedicated to my work. But this whole school thing has honestly just burnt me out. I’m not feeling creative, I’m not feeling inspired. I kind of feel just lost.

What I’m getting at is that as of right now, I’m not really sure what I’m doing with my life and it’s probably not that dramatic, but currently, the next year is a total grey area in which I don’t really know where I’m going.

But over the past year, I’ve been working on a series of work that has to do with many of the references and influences that have driven me for quite a while. Overall, it’s a series influenced by early christian and baroque artwork, while keeping a more postmodern and installment-based approach to the treatment of the work. 

I’ve been looking over it for the past couple of weeks, just mulling over it and just trying to figure my shit out with everything. I know for sure that it’s definitely not done, not by a long shot. I know that I have so much more to cover with it and explore, but as of right now it just requires me to figure out where I want to go with it as a series.

But for now, enjoy these photographs. They’re definitely the most I’ll be showing off for the meantime, while I get everything else in my life sorted out.

I hope you enjoy them.

Also, special thanks to everybody who’s helped me with this series so far. Dennis, Java, Jordan, and everybody else, you guys are fucking great <3

I’m going to be posting work that I’ve done in the last couple of months.

I had this whole thing written out on my computer about my inspirations and shit like that, but my wifi decided it doesn’t want to work today.

But anyway, I hope you all like it.

If you any criticisms, concerns, or you just wanna say hi, my inbox is always open.

I’m sure you all look very lovely today.

It’s hard battling laziness.

I’m on vacation right now and the past couple of days I’ve been waking up at noon and going to be at 3 am and just honestly not giving a fuck about stuff that I should.

Hopefully in the next two weeks before I go back to school I can do a lot of the things I’ve been aching to do this month.

I’m finishing up my colleges apps, I’ve been slowly getting myself caught up with everything. I’m hella stressed, but I’ll be fine. If I did this back in senior year of high school, I can get it done now. I’ll be fine.

I’ll hopefully be posting up some stuff I’ve been doing lately. I just need to get it queued up and get it all hash-tagged. 

Hash-tagging sucks so much. I honestly never really know what to tag my shit.

I really want a Dr. Pepper.